M E D I T A T I O N

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Self-compassion

"For whoever would save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for my sake will find it" (Matthew 16:25).

---After Peter receives the revelation from the Father that Jesus is the Christ, the Son of the Living God, and the second revelation from Jesus, that the church would be edified in Him, Peter was reprimanded by the Lord with the following words: "Get behind me, Satan!" (Matt. 16:23). Immediately, Jesus urges his disciples to take the cross because whoever wants to save his life, will lose it and whoever loses his life for His sake, will find it.
---When the Holy Spirit inspired Matthew to write the scripture in this way, he had a precious revelation for us. First of all, we need the revelation of the person of Christ as the Son of the Living God. This is the mystery of God that can only be revealed by the Father, and for this we were separated by his grace (Gal. 1:15-16). The second revelation is the mystery of Christ: the church. The multifaceted wisdom of God known to the principalities and powers according to the eternal purpose that he did in Jesus Christ our Lord.
---This was very glorious for the disciples, but then the Spirit shows us how Peter fell short. Jesus talks about taking the cross and then takes him to the Mount of Transfiguration. How can this be? This text sometimes intrigues us because in this moment of a revelation so great, how could Peter allow Satan to use him? And how was Jesus not affected by it, since he immediately takes his disciple to a higher level of revelation.
---Here the Lord teaches us a very precious lesson. Even if we have the revelation of Christ as the Son of the Living God and his church, we need for the cross to execute its job of mortification in our soul because this is where the enemy works.
---Peter was not possessed by Satan, but in his soul he gave room for self-compassion. He desired man's glory that would come as a result of being the Messiah's disciple. He did not want for the Lord to have a shameful death because it meant his shame as well. What would they think of him? It was so, that when he saw Jesus being scoffed, he denied him three times.
---We received the Lord as our life and we have received the revelation of the church, but our self-compassion is still present in our soul. Due to our self-compassion, we tend not to believe what others think of us and we try to do things by our own methods.
---This is our life, the life of the soul. If we try to save it, we will lose it, but if we take our cross, for love of him, we will find it. The Lord perfectly knows what our soul is like, since he lived in the flesh. For this very reason, he did not condemn Peter and neither does he condemn us for this, but he tries to make us understand that this life, without the treatment of the cross, is a fertile land for the enemy.
---He teaches us to take our cross because his purpose for us is not the holiness of our soul, but the glory revealed in the Mount of Transfiguration.

(Translation: Betsy Calvo, USA).

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